suicide ?!

love made me couldn't breath .. *tears dropp

the song i sang Eternally

it made me criedx

this song has a feeling of sick

deplorably x.x

ytd threaten him to let me send-off him on Thurs, 9th July

if not today i wont go out wif him for having our dinner

finally, i gv up

∵

too softhearted *hate myself

∴

we went out too

he fetched me at 7.40pm

he is hidin` somewhr coz i not yet prepared myself

sms-ed him

meant to be ready

brought me to "Lily's"

ate 福建面，云吞面，炒粥

おいしい

suddenly rain heavily

we took the umbrella tgt

he hugged me

felt warm ☺

but still wet absolutely

passed by the aquarium+pet shop

went in for a visit

but the guard laughed us;

coz 15min more to close

but paid the 1 buck

jus lookaround

"wow.."

my noisy sound

lols .

many kind of fishes .. damn pretty *sigh :P

coz im not as pretty as em` +joke

finally

happy hour is the shortest

leaved .

it was 9.30pm

door closed

we jus made the round of

drove blindly (/.\)

eventually reached around my hse

but coz of the heavy rain

made the road floatin` wif water

he planned to stop aside

in his car

he asked me;

"r u really wan to go to airport on that day?"

"..."

repeated .

slowly "ya..y? can`t, isn`t?"

"we jus fren only.."

"..."

"fetch u back home, k?"

"...k"

fly thru my mind

i got think wanna ask him to drop down me aside

i jus run back to my hse

but so late and dark;

later been kidnapped :x

k, fine

after he left my hse,

i stood under the rain for awhile

the rain and tears mix up

cant be differentiated

tears dropp *

dun worry,

i wont suicide

nvr and ever

for my parents x family x jie evon x best buddies