a guy

read my blog's story, but dun blame me

i noe this guy-Z, from internet, friendster

he is my ex bf's classmate, sit behind one so my ex did not veri close wif Z

but last time when i still tgt wif my ex, Z noe about my thg d

coz when i in form 6 (19 yrs old-second yr of pre-U like that),

i started our relationship and kip sms even in class

so my ex's sms had being read out by his classmates b4

maybe Z noe about my thg thru that incident

i did not noe how they spread our thg among my ex and his classmates

so i oso duno how deeply he noe my thg,

but i ignored that, coz it's overpassed he told me that this yr CNY,

they(Z and his classmates) went to pasar malam(night market)

Z met my ex His classmates asked bout my thg,

my ex has tried to ignore this topic i understood him,

coz he that time broke wif me and tgt wif his gf d

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1st time i noe Z is bcoz he same bdate wif me

i curious for everythg chat wif him often longer,

we added each other msn(duno is he added my msn or i added his msn d .. not so important)

but i noe he had gf and i had bf too(that time i still tgt wif my ex)

so i got avoid sth, scare his gf would dislike we tok so closely

i still rmb our 1st topic was he said he went to pc fair at Pisa, Penang

that time i at my hometown-Kelantan(a place that use 5-7hrs to Penang)

i curious bout pc fair again

*i rmb after that he told me his gf dun like we tok so much,

so he deleted my comment at friendster longer and longer,

we seldom contact d coz Z seldom on his msn even he on his msn,

i oso din find him to chat,

i 4got wad's the reason i did so

after that we had over 1 yr din chat d

so i oso 4got about him

everytime saw his profile jus duno who is him =.=

my memory realli not good

* dun laugh at me T____T

kip asked Z same question,

"OH! U same bdate wif me en ?"

such silly question

i suspected how i graduated from high sch

then the recently contact was March or April'09 i tot

* canot rmb again -.-

Z sent me a msg said that he wanna find me when that time his University's Semester break at Nov'08

coz he noe that i was working at Queensbay Mall, Penang.

I came to penang study oso coz of my ex bf(that stupid)

and found hard to ask my dad gv me pocket money,

and dunwan my dad gv me money oso so i decided to half work, half study

* suffer T___T

but, Z oso canot rmb wad shop i worked at

* ermm .. same bdate ppl have short of memory as expected xD so he couldn't find me

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then i jus started to notice have this person again

i started to chat wif him thru msg from facebook at 1st,

we chatted not so often jus i waited his reply and replied him back as well as time passed,

i found out myself started to look forward to his reply everyday

sure open facebook to check out finally,

Z left his hp no to me to let us start our 1st sms

becoz if Z nid to on9, he nid to pay for mthly fee ..

quite expensive he owaz on9 at secret recipe or anyplace have high spd wi-fi

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we started our sms

sometime Z had write "Muacks" for me i oso replied him wif a "Muacks"

he felt im a gal that can "play",

coz his coursemates or schmates(gals) all veri sensitive,

canot accept those thg, sure will suspect him like/love them ..

i did not understand reply like that means playful ?

lol i asked my cousin, she said that, for her,

she wont reply wif a "muacks", she'll jus ignore those expression i tot longer,

maybe last time i played maple too often,

in spite of anyelse, i oso "muacks, bb, kor/jie/di/mei/xxx ..."

so izit this became a habit for me ?

wad he/she replied, i jus say muacks lol ?

erm .. im not so sure, oso maybe is i like him, so jus can accept

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Z 1st time phoned me when i was doing my assignment, i overnite again he has frightened me but i felt energetic after he phoned me =/

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then next day, Z started to phone me

if we both were free

got 1 time, he phoned me coz i couldn't slp for the movie after i watched

It's "COMING SOON"--a thai ghost movie

i regretted to watch this movie

damn terrible

he accompany me to chat thru phone until 4am

i din realise

* heart pain for him coz he nided to stand outside of his room to chat wif me

inside his room no line,

canot phone me

then got many mosquitoes bite him

*pity

i noe he is nice

i had tell him that i like him

* mean that i got hao-gan wif him

not yet "LOVE"

he oso told me he got hao-gan to me

* surprise too

* izit i veri brave -.-?

or initiative?

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we veri anticipate for our 1st meet

i had count down for him~

left 20+ days for a long time,

jus reached the day 9/5/09

our 1st meet at Old town, E-gate

that day, i got the permission to leave work early at 6.30pm

coz i din break for lunch then i rushed back home to chg shoes at 6.30pm sharp

when i reached E-gate, i started to nervous

duno how is our 1st meet

i sms him while walked towards Guardian he asked me, "whr r u reached ?"

i said i now at Guardian,

actuali was i felt not so comfortable if stand in front of Guardian

so i jus walked in few min later, he came in to find me

i jus folo his steps to Old Town having our dinner

we started some simple conversation

I ordered French Toast

i still rmb i cut the toast into pieces until the last 2nd pieces,

he asked me to feed him

i felt shy, i rejected to do so

but he took my hand veri fast and put the toast into his mouth -O-

* this is my expression after that he oso fed me wif his toast

" O H M Y G O D .. " this was our 1st meet

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after that, we went to Tesco to buy my daily groceries

i'll decide to shop at there is becoz i think maybe we walk at tesco wont feel uneasy

we can chat and decide wad to buy b4 we made the payment,

i asked him,

can i buy sth that he'll feel shy one

he said ok (he understood =x)

when we walked thru "gals' bread" department,

i called him to go to other department

he suddenly came to find me and asked me bout the solution for contact lens

he felt unnatural

i tot he is a brave guy until go thru "those thg" oso wont shy one ..

haha (ERMMM .. i like to tok nonsense .. dun throw rubbish to me pls -.-||)

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then, he folo me to my hse

(my aunt's hse actuali)

he fetched me to the place near queensbay mall,

he wanna go for sightseeing

i suggested we went in to the mall to have a movie

but i jus realised that there is no new movie

we gv up and went to mcd to eat the sundae cones

he wan to tk a pic of me that i was eating the sundae

but i blocked his camera and did not gv him to capture

i shy ma ~

afterward, we left the mall

when we at the parking area we in the car,

Z turned to me and hugged me that time

got a guy passed thru in front of his car

* yeee .. veri shy lo

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b4 he dropped down me at my hse

he asked me that i not yet give him 3min hug and a kiss

this was the joke i gave him

omg .. he treated it seriously

i sent a "miss u" msg to him b4

i searched from on9

i wrote sth like a reward(3min hug and a kiss) to him -.-"

then he drove to a path that behind of 2 rows of the houses

he hugged and kisses me in his car

* hais, many ppl sure think that i so open

but actuali, i noe that if i like, i can do so,

nobody can stop me if i dun like,

oso nobody can force me as i do wad i feel it's right

actuali is i oso choose to believe him

although i noe him not long, but for me,

i feel he is a nice guy

i duno izit everybody can accept wad i tot

* after i backed to home,

he sms me he said my hug veri tender i was small,

easy to hug

*shy

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2nd time we met at 13/5/09 7am,

he came to my hse to fetch me

i whole nite jus slp 2-3 hrs T___T

maybe too excited to go jogging -.-

we went to botanical garden,

a nice garden wif fresh air

when we slowly walked up to a small hill

(Coz too slope, i no have so much energy to run up to the top of the hill)

he put his hand at my waist and carried up me

"wah..", i omos screamed

too suddenly

he said i veri light

then he bend down to carry me

i dunwan le~ later all ppl look at me -.-

while we walked to his car,

he hugged me, i straight no energy ..

this mean that i realli jogging til tired d

we in car, my cousin ngam ngam phone me in time,

it's 9am we went to Maxim Dim Sum for having our breakfast

my cousin wanted to c him

after that, my cousin felt he is ok thru their conversation, his looked ..

he fetched us back home, we rest til 2pm,

he fetched me to Queensbay Mall we found out many of the restaurant no have vegetarian, i couldn't eat

finally oso went back to Swensens to eat all-veggie pizza -.-
he went to Borders
To buy some margazine to improve his knowledge
he bought Reader's digest
then we jus walk around to find vacancy for him too
b4 we left Qb Mall, i used Haagen Dasz's voucher to eat 2 scopes of ice-cream
Nice !~
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We went to Gurney
b4 we went out from car, his face near me
then i tot he wanted to kiss me, i closed my eyes
but not, i been fooled x(
We bought the ticket of movie "Star Trek"
i think this movie not nice, but no more new movie
so we jus decide to watch this movie
b4 the movie started, he brought me to play the "drum"
he paid RM4 for 4 tokens =x
1st time he won me, then 2nd time i won him
muahahaha .. i pro in game :P
after that, in cinema, we sat normal seat
he ate his popcorn
he got feed me too x]
watched til half way, he pulled my hand to go sit at empty couple seats
* surprised
then he hugged me when watched the movie
he liked to sniff my hair again ~.~
finish the movie, we went to the hawker station opposite of PCG High School
b4 we went down from car, he wanted to kiss me again
i turned my face to another side, he noe i scared he fool me again
but he used his hand and turned my face
-.-
i so easily being kissed by him de lo
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i early wan to post my story in this blog, but i no hv time to finish it ..
i jus can write until here, coz after that de story, i abit 4got d
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i wish to take more pic wif him x.x
but no chance to do so ......