weeeee .. left 2 subjects = 4 papers to be DOWN-ed!

emm .. today just ended with 3rd subject 6th papers
duno y every subjects sure have one paper easier and another one harder
is it from tarc laws? T&C set between bachelor and advanced diploma? R&R stated between campbell U and TARC?
lols
just wondering
weirdo TARC
for your info and from my opinion
OO Analysis & Design adv is easier than bachelor (although both of them im lacking of confidence d)
Internet Programming adv is easier than bachelor (feel adv is in 50 50 ratio)
English for Profession adv is easier than bachelor (ok, can pass la lols)
.....
the rest of my papers..?
can use one word to best describe!
"terrible"
and i will create a scenario
also can use one word to best describe it
"tragedy"
the remainder of the papers
are the hardest among all of my papers
what a cruel fact that i need to be accepted :(

it's more cruel that my final exam is in between merdeka day
walaos
view from my windows
there's people mountain people sea! (crowded)
but i need to stay at home :(
seriously sad
hais
too long period for never step out from setapak & wangsa maju
im going to mouldy
so many little mushrooms on my head
can u see that?
and never self-captured for N days :P
so never update any new pics
i wan to buy a DSLR la

feel if i buy a digital camera is so damn waste
not worth as DSLR
i need to save money!
:(
too poor to be rich
seem like im dreaming
never mind
slowly save!
i was planning to go to uk for uk paper too
but so scare that my dream cannot be came true!
after the final exam ~~
be afraid of failing
god bless me
it's not easy to stay on advanced diploma
quite tough!
but i believe i can fly :P
with my optimistic thinking
even i cannot continue
but i will choose to continue
coz i still have my family :)
i promised in my heart that i CAN MAKE IT

even though it's suffering
but i don't to waste another 2years again
i dunwan my family to disappoint again
so hard to climb until this level
if i fall again
im fearing that i could not stand up again
it's a peak period for my fighting
i need to be strong enough to fight my papers
instead of  full of remorse in a corner
just kip on the circulation of drawing circles (kYz & eva taught one)
no doubt it's important to maintain our thinking
to emphasize what had we did, what should we do, and what shall we gain!
like the article below i mentioned before
when u face the problem
and you never try to re-do
it's consider as abandonment
if u try to do
it's regard as persevering obstinately!
fail to do so, it's a giving up of your life
coz u r trying to quit n stop everythg
self-abandoned is starting
then result is RUBBISH :x
with my own concept of "waterfall-success"
i try to cheer on myself & self-console :P
there's just have success, yet there's no failure
today quote again:

when there is a beginning, there will be an ending.

when there is no more beginning, there is the ending.

when there is an ending, there will be a new beginning.

when there is a beginning, there should be a "successful" ending.

 above quote
1st line by my lecturer: Mr. Lee Weng Ken
2nd line by Yeoh Lee Ming
3rd line by me
and add-on 4th line by me too
*sorry for borrowing your name :P

hope there is a happy ending too x)

there is always the way to go even u meet a blind alley

just see clearly

you will find out there is a hidden laneway

human should always laugh/ smile instead of 

 make a ghastly face

 yeahhss ..

HAPPY ENDING to be presented ~