Monday, January 4, 2010

upset

damn upset for everythg
duno y
so suddenly
after he told me that, "the pics are ugly .. dun upload"
ok, get it
duno y im realli upset
maybe i cannot accept wad he chose
i still veri mind of his action
his action realli made me sad
maybe last time i nvr tell my parents, my best frens that i had bf
that time my relationship was covertly hide up
i nvr have a relationship that is showed me im in a relationship
except that i went to his hse to find him
i duno my thinking got problem onot
jus nid somebody to tell me and solve for me
maybe some ppl will say me useless
cant even solve the prob myself
but diff ppl wif diff minded
gv me some opinions, maybe can help me to straighten out the situation that is puzzling
i confused

i noe "love" is no nid to say out
but izit if ur partner from beginning til the end
oso nvr tell u, he is love u
or even like u
or even jus a msg oso nvr text that u are mean to him
izit he is not realli like u? love u?
love can slowly be brought out
maybe i dun hv self-confidence? the sureness of our love?
everytime i tell him, i miss u
i text him, i love u
but he tried to ignore
i duno he is unconsciously ignore or wad
but i realli get the 'msg' from him
maybe he feels that he not love me enuf
dunwan to say such thg to me 1st
jus wanna wait until he realli love me then jus tell me
but he mus noe a gal realli nid the caring and proven (some ppl might think that's not important)
at least inside his heart, as he is love me, that's enuf
but .. duno ..
i oso nid some sureness and confirmation .. pls ..



y everytime my relationship mus so complicated .. i dunwan to be like that ..

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