sian = bored

start new sem, i felt veri bored
do wad oso sian
think wad oso sian
eat wad oso sian
c wad oso sian
driving oso sian
wad wad wad .. oso sian ..
sometimes realli miss him
i gv myself 30 marks out of 100 marks
i veri stupid
still miss him
but sometime when i busy i wont miss him like last time d
i felt i would slowly 4get him
like when i busy for playing viwawa, in class, playing basketball ..
recently i joined for basketball as my co-cu activity
although that was not my favourite sport
but basketball OK la ..
i still could accept
jus veri hard for the practice only
after basketball, my whole body sure pain like hell
but i felt satisfy and enjoy, coz i could exercise more and increased my blood pressure
i had low blood pressure
this was my gym trainer's advice that i should exercise and getting stronger
i still rmb that day i went for the steam sauna room wif a tower only by without any jewelleries and clothing
inside veri blur, coz of the steam
my body and face get steam and wet all
i felt relax
wont think anythg d ..
but when i stopped those activities, i oso would think of him again
BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA .. !!!
he smsed me, said that he read my blog
he felt touch .. i din noe wad he touched
WEIRD .. ?? -.- ?
i was blur-ing

today i went to Queensbay to find vacancy
asked Adidas Heritage
she told me that i maybe nid to go to gurney there for vacancy
then i walked around to find other vacancy
but this time i din ask for the vacancy
jus did some research that how many shops r finding promoters
quite many shops looking for sales assistant
"Nike, forever21, Guess, Aldo, MNG, Adidas, Googles, Levi's, Elle, Topshop, Liz Claiborne, Quiksilver .."
Many choices oh ..
I oso hope to fast fast start my work
then i could earn money myself
and could buy anythg i liked
wont think too much d
but jus hope omg wont suddenly brought his gf appear at my working place or queensbay any place or in my purview
i would collapse
hais .. sian sian sian and sian ..