actuali i so hope can tgt wif u .. but i feel y always is me zhu dong .. maybe u got miss me .. but u oso miss ur gf bah .. realli not fair for me .. i wan u jus got me .. i dun understand .. last time u always say u hope got a gf that always can pei u .. i can do it le .. but u dunwan me too .. i duno y my nu li always being thrown by u .. but i still love u .. always let my tear fall and fall .. i duno when i jus can 4get u .. maybe 1 yr/2 yrs/3 yrs or even more ..
i still rmb u hold my hand veri tight .. u said u scare i will fly ki .. i realli touched for that .. i happy and felt sweet .. i so hope that feel always in my heart and mind .. but u canot appreciate it .. and still wan another heart .. u r too greedy .. but i still love u !!! y ? i oso hope can go to genting wif u again .. there nobody noe us .. we can hold our hand, pak toh to anywhr .. nobody can stop us .. i oso wan to go any pulau wif u .. pulau langkawi, pulau tioman, pulau redang, pulau pangkor ...
but if u dunwan to appreaciate me and wad i did .. that dream nvr become true .. and always still is my dream and inside my mind .. i realli nvr regret to noe u .. u gv me many happiness although sadness oso hv .. but u r my 1st bf .. my 1st time all gv u .. jus left the last one .. maybe u prefer u hv a gf seldom go out wif u, no nid wait u to fetch her, no nid wait to date wif her, u got ur freedom, no nid always go out wif gf, no nid hv a gf always pei u ... maybe this all u want .. but can u realli make ur decision again ? i bu gan xin .. i lose her .. i wan b ur one .. but u throw me alone and chose her .. I DUN UNDERSTAND .. ! wad she hv and wad she did ? i believe she wont better than me and wad she did oso wont more than me .. coz i noe i realli love u one .. we brk and brk and brk , i still love u .. and i always trust our love even far distance oso can kip longer and longer .. wont becoz of u and i nid to go somewhr then i not love u .. NO ! .. i believe my love .. i always wont bian xin .. bian xin de is u nia .. i respect our love .. y u canot ?
u she de to let me cry and cry again mah ? i sometime realli wan become a bad gal .. destroy u two .. but i noe i canot .. this is veri bad one .. but i realli hope u choose me and sry to her .. but most of the time, when i clear about the thg, i noe i shldn't think too much .. and dun try to destroy anythg or revenge wad .. im a guai gal .. i canot do such thg .. i mus zhu4 fu2 .. and wish everyone in love and happiness .. not sad story .. but i canot again .. hais .. love canot b made decision one .. y LOVE so suffer ???
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