actuali i so hope can tgt wif u .. but i feel y always is me zhu dong .. maybe u got miss me .. but u oso miss ur gf bah .. realli not fair for me .. i wan u jus got me .. i dun understand .. last time u always say u hope got a gf that always can pei u .. i can do it le .. but u dunwan me too .. i duno y my nu li always being thrown by u .. but i still love u .. always let my tear fall and fall .. i duno when i jus can 4get u .. maybe 1 yr/2 yrs/3 yrs or even more ..
i still rmb u hold my hand veri tight .. u said u scare i will fly ki .. i realli touched for that .. i happy and felt sweet .. i so hope that feel always in my heart and mind .. but u canot appreciate it .. and still wan another heart .. u r too greedy .. but i still love u !!! y ? i oso hope can go to genting wif u again .. there nobody noe us .. we can hold our hand, pak toh to anywhr .. nobody can stop us .. i oso wan to go any pulau wif u .. pulau langkawi, pulau tioman, pulau redang, pulau pangkor ...
but if u dunwan to appreaciate me and wad i did .. that dream nvr become true .. and always still is my dream and inside my mind .. i realli nvr regret to noe u .. u gv me many happiness although sadness oso hv .. but u r my 1st bf .. my 1st time all gv u .. jus left the last one .. maybe u prefer u hv a gf seldom go out wif u, no nid wait u to fetch her, no nid wait to date wif her, u got ur freedom, no nid always go out wif gf, no nid hv a gf always pei u ... maybe this all u want .. but can u realli make ur decision again ? i bu gan xin .. i lose her .. i wan b ur one .. but u throw me alone and chose her .. I DUN UNDERSTAND .. ! wad she hv and wad she did ? i believe she wont better than me and wad she did oso wont more than me .. coz i noe i realli love u one .. we brk and brk and brk , i still love u .. and i always trust our love even far distance oso can kip longer and longer .. wont becoz of u and i nid to go somewhr then i not love u .. NO ! .. i believe my love .. i always wont bian xin .. bian xin de is u nia .. i respect our love .. y u canot ?
u she de to let me cry and cry again mah ? i sometime realli wan become a bad gal .. destroy u two .. but i noe i canot .. this is veri bad one .. but i realli hope u choose me and sry to her .. but most of the time, when i clear about the thg, i noe i shldn't think too much .. and dun try to destroy anythg or revenge wad .. im a guai gal .. i canot do such thg .. i mus zhu4 fu2 .. and wish everyone in love and happiness .. not sad story .. but i canot again .. hais .. love canot b made decision one .. y LOVE so suffer ???
Thursday, October 23, 2008
duno wad to do
i feel veri contradiction
i wanna tgt wif him
but he got " "
i canot like that
if i realli choose to leave him
i noe i sure reluctant
i canot make the decision
wad shld i do now ?
y i nid to think so much for this life ?
i canot jus enjoy my life and b a good gal ok d ?
y i mus suffer like this ?
i wanna tgt wif him
but he got " "
i canot like that
if i realli choose to leave him
i noe i sure reluctant
i canot make the decision
wad shld i do now ?
y i nid to think so much for this life ?
i canot jus enjoy my life and b a good gal ok d ?
y i mus suffer like this ?
Friday, October 17, 2008
miss
i realli miss u, chou pig
...
but i noe i canot
i shld control myself
i told myself
if u nvr brk up wif ur gf, i wont contact wif u anymore
im not cursing u 2
but at least u mus differ our relationship
i dunwan my relationship in complicated again
i sad and sad and sad d ..
i dunwan like this anymore
even i noe u back to pg d ... but i canot c u
i was sad .. but i should calm down .. to dun contact wif u
hais .. so suffer .. y i mus like this ..
all bcoz u, 8th king of egg
smelly chicken egg
hais .. miss u ..
i wanna to msg u
i wanna to ask u many thg
i wanna to tell u many thg
i wanna to acc at ur side
i wanna to hear u
i wanna to c u
i wanna to hug u
i wanna to kiss u
i wanna to touch u
...
but i noe i canot
i shld control myself
i told myself
if u nvr brk up wif ur gf, i wont contact wif u anymore
im not cursing u 2
but at least u mus differ our relationship
i dunwan my relationship in complicated again
i sad and sad and sad d ..
i dunwan like this anymore
even i noe u back to pg d ... but i canot c u
i was sad .. but i should calm down .. to dun contact wif u
hais .. so suffer .. y i mus like this ..
all bcoz u, 8th king of egg
smelly chicken egg
hais .. miss u ..
Thursday, October 16, 2008
impulsion to say: i miss u
i realli got a impulsion to say that i miss u
i opened my skype
i wanna type out: "i miss u"
but i no dare
i noe i can tahan til now
im veri PRO d
i should gv myself a clap
i should continue like this until i 4get him at all
BUSY BUSY BUSY .. ! to 4get him !
i opened my skype
i wanna type out: "i miss u"
but i no dare
i noe i can tahan til now
im veri PRO d
i should gv myself a clap
i should continue like this until i 4get him at all
BUSY BUSY BUSY .. ! to 4get him !
dun LIKE
y like this?
my mood became veri bad
Tomato asked me,"Can i chase u?"
i duno how to answer him
if i said i no feel to him, i scared he canot accept
i told him that i duno and asked him to chase other gals ..
i dunwan hurt any ppl
i veri distracted
in the same time, another guy sms me
he is brayant
he greeted me
then asked me to find him if i got back to my hometown
i declined him by gv some excuses that i back to hometown when got sem brk only
and i jus back for awhile .. few days only
i wont back too long
then he asked me, izit i was intent to dunwan find him
"walao!!!!! .."
i started angry d
i oredi tok wif him carefully d
i dunwan hurt him too
but he still ask me like that
izit he wan me to tell him that i dun like him
even him, i oso 4get him long time ago d
jus except this time he sms me, so i jus rmb who is he ..
he was the one who wanted to gv me bear bear or flower as gift one
coz that time i still showed our msn conversation to the 'pig'
sweat ||
i dun LIKE them
y they wan i become DEVIL and hurt them ?
jus quit by themselves
dun let me be a bad ppl
im not showing off that got ppl chased me and dunwan to do so too
but is i realli dunwan get hurted
i dunwan sad anymore
y im always the person get hurted and sad?
y? y? y? y? .. ?
my mood became veri bad
Tomato asked me,"Can i chase u?"
i duno how to answer him
if i said i no feel to him, i scared he canot accept
i told him that i duno and asked him to chase other gals ..
i dunwan hurt any ppl
i veri distracted
in the same time, another guy sms me
he is brayant
he greeted me
then asked me to find him if i got back to my hometown
i declined him by gv some excuses that i back to hometown when got sem brk only
and i jus back for awhile .. few days only
i wont back too long
then he asked me, izit i was intent to dunwan find him
"walao!!!!! .."
i started angry d
i oredi tok wif him carefully d
i dunwan hurt him too
but he still ask me like that
izit he wan me to tell him that i dun like him
even him, i oso 4get him long time ago d
jus except this time he sms me, so i jus rmb who is he ..
he was the one who wanted to gv me bear bear or flower as gift one
coz that time i still showed our msn conversation to the 'pig'
sweat ||
i dun LIKE them
y they wan i become DEVIL and hurt them ?
jus quit by themselves
dun let me be a bad ppl
im not showing off that got ppl chased me and dunwan to do so too
but is i realli dunwan get hurted
i dunwan sad anymore
y im always the person get hurted and sad?
y? y? y? y? .. ?
星座
Q 6：什麼星座的人最不喜歡受拘束？
第 1名 射手座 1,864 票 24% 第 7名 天蠍座 371 票 4%
第 2名 水瓶座 1,720 票 22% 第 8名 巨蟹座 358 票 4%
第 3名 雙子座 811 票 10% 第 9名 雙魚座 301 票 4%
第 4名 獅子座 516 票 6% 第10名 處女座 214 票 2%
第 5名 天秤座 495 票 6% 第11名 魔羯座 211 票 2%
第 6名 牡羊座 475 票 6% 第12名 金牛座 163 票 2%
Q13：哪個星座的人最易犯桃花？
第 1名 射手座 2,069 票 18% 第 7名 獅子座 588 票 5%
第 2名 水瓶座 1,696 票 14% 第 8名 牡羊座 491 票 4%
第 3名 天秤座 1,445 票 12% 第 9名 魔羯座 404 票 3%
第 4名 雙子座 1,437 票 12% 第10名 金牛座 366 票 3%
第 5名 雙魚座 1,365 票 11% 第11名 處女座 366 票 3%
第 6名 天蠍座 925 票 8% 第12名 巨蟹座 342 票 2%
Q17：哪個星座的人最不容易說出內心的話？
第 1名 天蠍座 1,037 票 19% 第7名 金牛座 353 票 6%
第 2名 水瓶座 757 票 14% 第 8名 雙魚座 264 票 5%
第 3名 魔羯座 &nbs p;594 票 11% 第 9名 天秤座 259 票 4%
第 4名 處女座 434 票 8% 第10名 射手座 258 票 4%
第 5名 巨蟹座 426 票 8% 第11名 獅子座 247 票 4%
第 6名 雙子座 404 票 7% 第12名 牡羊座 171 票 3%
Q18：哪個星座的人最愛腳踏兩條船？
第 1名 雙子座 1,204 票 21% 第 7名 獅子座 302 票 5%
第 2名 水瓶座 1,000 票 17% 第 8名 天蠍座 290 票 5%
第 3名 射手座 828 票 14% 第 9名 牡羊座 188 票 3%
第 4名 天秤座 499 票 8% 第10名 巨蟹座 143 票 2%
第 5名 雙魚座 499 票 8% 第11名 魔羯座 143 票 2%
第 6名 處女座 491 票 8% 第12名 金牛座 134 票 2%
Q25：哪個星座的人最悲觀？
第 1名 處女座 750 票 17% 第 7名 天秤座 263 票 6%
第 2名 雙魚座 718 票 16% 第 8名 水瓶座 185 票 4%
第 3名 巨蟹座 599 票 14% 第 9名 雙子座 122 票 2%
第 4名 魔羯座 568 票 13% 第10名 牡羊座 121 票 2%
第 5名 天蠍座 390 票 9% 第11名 獅子座 109 票 2%
第 6名 金牛座 316 票 7% 第12名 射手座 98 票 2%
Q27：哪個星座最會表現'曖昧不明'的關係？
第 1名 雙魚座 885 票 16% 第 7名 金牛座 391 票 7%
第 2名 天秤座 697 票 12% 第 8名 處女座 348 票 6%
第 3名 水瓶座 608 票 11% 第 9名 巨蟹座 317 票 5%
第 4名 雙子座 544 票 10% 第10名 魔羯座 270 票 4%
第 5名 天蠍座 506 票 9% 第11名 牡羊座 224 票 4%
第 6名 射手座 420 票 7% 第12名 獅子座 213 票 3%
Q29：哪個星座的人最有魅力？
第 1名 天蠍座 1,331 票 17% 第 7名 魔羯座 558 票 7%
第 2名 射手座 1,274 票 16% 第 8名 雙子座 472 票 6%
第 3名 天秤座 903 票 11% 第 9名 獅子座 403 票 5%
第 4名 牡羊座 667 票 8% 第10名 處女座 306 票 3%
第 5名 雙魚座 659 票 8% 第11名 金牛座 285 票 3%
第 6名 水瓶座 577 票 7% 第12名 巨蟹座 285 票 3%
* 想成為你的專屬，守候在你身旁，看著你，喜怒悲傷
* 想成為你的天使，伴隨在你心裡，守護你，一路歸航
after read this horoscope, felt abit right abit wrong
duno .. jus depends on somebody
jusnow i back from steam sauna, fitnessfirst
stepped into my room, suddenly veri miss him
i tot i could put down abit d
actualli not
but nvm, i noe slowly i could 4get him
"wu gui wang ba dan .."
第 1名 射手座 1,864 票 24% 第 7名 天蠍座 371 票 4%
第 2名 水瓶座 1,720 票 22% 第 8名 巨蟹座 358 票 4%
第 3名 雙子座 811 票 10% 第 9名 雙魚座 301 票 4%
第 4名 獅子座 516 票 6% 第10名 處女座 214 票 2%
第 5名 天秤座 495 票 6% 第11名 魔羯座 211 票 2%
第 6名 牡羊座 475 票 6% 第12名 金牛座 163 票 2%
Q13：哪個星座的人最易犯桃花？
第 1名 射手座 2,069 票 18% 第 7名 獅子座 588 票 5%
第 2名 水瓶座 1,696 票 14% 第 8名 牡羊座 491 票 4%
第 3名 天秤座 1,445 票 12% 第 9名 魔羯座 404 票 3%
第 4名 雙子座 1,437 票 12% 第10名 金牛座 366 票 3%
第 5名 雙魚座 1,365 票 11% 第11名 處女座 366 票 3%
第 6名 天蠍座 925 票 8% 第12名 巨蟹座 342 票 2%
Q17：哪個星座的人最不容易說出內心的話？
第 1名 天蠍座 1,037 票 19% 第7名 金牛座 353 票 6%
第 2名 水瓶座 757 票 14% 第 8名 雙魚座 264 票 5%
第 3名 魔羯座 &nbs p;594 票 11% 第 9名 天秤座 259 票 4%
第 4名 處女座 434 票 8% 第10名 射手座 258 票 4%
第 5名 巨蟹座 426 票 8% 第11名 獅子座 247 票 4%
第 6名 雙子座 404 票 7% 第12名 牡羊座 171 票 3%
Q18：哪個星座的人最愛腳踏兩條船？
第 1名 雙子座 1,204 票 21% 第 7名 獅子座 302 票 5%
第 2名 水瓶座 1,000 票 17% 第 8名 天蠍座 290 票 5%
第 3名 射手座 828 票 14% 第 9名 牡羊座 188 票 3%
第 4名 天秤座 499 票 8% 第10名 巨蟹座 143 票 2%
第 5名 雙魚座 499 票 8% 第11名 魔羯座 143 票 2%
第 6名 處女座 491 票 8% 第12名 金牛座 134 票 2%
Q25：哪個星座的人最悲觀？
第 1名 處女座 750 票 17% 第 7名 天秤座 263 票 6%
第 2名 雙魚座 718 票 16% 第 8名 水瓶座 185 票 4%
第 3名 巨蟹座 599 票 14% 第 9名 雙子座 122 票 2%
第 4名 魔羯座 568 票 13% 第10名 牡羊座 121 票 2%
第 5名 天蠍座 390 票 9% 第11名 獅子座 109 票 2%
第 6名 金牛座 316 票 7% 第12名 射手座 98 票 2%
Q27：哪個星座最會表現'曖昧不明'的關係？
第 1名 雙魚座 885 票 16% 第 7名 金牛座 391 票 7%
第 2名 天秤座 697 票 12% 第 8名 處女座 348 票 6%
第 3名 水瓶座 608 票 11% 第 9名 巨蟹座 317 票 5%
第 4名 雙子座 544 票 10% 第10名 魔羯座 270 票 4%
第 5名 天蠍座 506 票 9% 第11名 牡羊座 224 票 4%
第 6名 射手座 420 票 7% 第12名 獅子座 213 票 3%
Q29：哪個星座的人最有魅力？
第 1名 天蠍座 1,331 票 17% 第 7名 魔羯座 558 票 7%
第 2名 射手座 1,274 票 16% 第 8名 雙子座 472 票 6%
第 3名 天秤座 903 票 11% 第 9名 獅子座 403 票 5%
第 4名 牡羊座 667 票 8% 第10名 處女座 306 票 3%
第 5名 雙魚座 659 票 8% 第11名 金牛座 285 票 3%
第 6名 水瓶座 577 票 7% 第12名 巨蟹座 285 票 3%
* 想成為你的專屬，守候在你身旁，看著你，喜怒悲傷
* 想成為你的天使，伴隨在你心裡，守護你，一路歸航
after read this horoscope, felt abit right abit wrong
duno .. jus depends on somebody
jusnow i back from steam sauna, fitnessfirst
stepped into my room, suddenly veri miss him
i tot i could put down abit d
actualli not
but nvm, i noe slowly i could 4get him
"wu gui wang ba dan .."
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
sian = bored
start new sem, i felt veri bored
do wad oso sian
think wad oso sian
eat wad oso sian
c wad oso sian
driving oso sian
wad wad wad .. oso sian ..
sometimes realli miss him
i gv myself 30 marks out of 100 marks
i veri stupid
still miss him
but sometime when i busy i wont miss him like last time d
i felt i would slowly 4get him
like when i busy for playing viwawa, in class, playing basketball ..
recently i joined for basketball as my co-cu activity
although that was not my favourite sport
but basketball OK la ..
i still could accept
jus veri hard for the practice only
after basketball, my whole body sure pain like hell
but i felt satisfy and enjoy, coz i could exercise more and increased my blood pressure
i had low blood pressure
this was my gym trainer's advice that i should exercise and getting stronger
i still rmb that day i went for the steam sauna room wif a tower only by without any jewelleries and clothing
inside veri blur, coz of the steam
my body and face get steam and wet all
i felt relax
wont think anythg d ..
but when i stopped those activities, i oso would think of him again
BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA .. !!!
he smsed me, said that he read my blog
he felt touch .. i din noe wad he touched
WEIRD .. ?? -.- ?
i was blur-ing
today i went to Queensbay to find vacancy
asked Adidas Heritage
she told me that i maybe nid to go to gurney there for vacancy
then i walked around to find other vacancy
but this time i din ask for the vacancy
jus did some research that how many shops r finding promoters
quite many shops looking for sales assistant
"Nike, forever21, Guess, Aldo, MNG, Adidas, Googles, Levi's, Elle, Topshop, Liz Claiborne, Quiksilver .."
Many choices oh ..
I oso hope to fast fast start my work
then i could earn money myself
and could buy anythg i liked
wont think too much d
but jus hope omg wont suddenly brought his gf appear at my working place or queensbay any place or in my purview
i would collapse
hais .. sian sian sian and sian ..
do wad oso sian
think wad oso sian
eat wad oso sian
c wad oso sian
driving oso sian
wad wad wad .. oso sian ..
sometimes realli miss him
i gv myself 30 marks out of 100 marks
i veri stupid
still miss him
but sometime when i busy i wont miss him like last time d
i felt i would slowly 4get him
like when i busy for playing viwawa, in class, playing basketball ..
recently i joined for basketball as my co-cu activity
although that was not my favourite sport
but basketball OK la ..
i still could accept
jus veri hard for the practice only
after basketball, my whole body sure pain like hell
but i felt satisfy and enjoy, coz i could exercise more and increased my blood pressure
i had low blood pressure
this was my gym trainer's advice that i should exercise and getting stronger
i still rmb that day i went for the steam sauna room wif a tower only by without any jewelleries and clothing
inside veri blur, coz of the steam
my body and face get steam and wet all
i felt relax
wont think anythg d ..
but when i stopped those activities, i oso would think of him again
BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA .. !!!
he smsed me, said that he read my blog
he felt touch .. i din noe wad he touched
WEIRD .. ?? -.- ?
i was blur-ing
today i went to Queensbay to find vacancy
asked Adidas Heritage
she told me that i maybe nid to go to gurney there for vacancy
then i walked around to find other vacancy
but this time i din ask for the vacancy
jus did some research that how many shops r finding promoters
quite many shops looking for sales assistant
"Nike, forever21, Guess, Aldo, MNG, Adidas, Googles, Levi's, Elle, Topshop, Liz Claiborne, Quiksilver .."
Many choices oh ..
I oso hope to fast fast start my work
then i could earn money myself
and could buy anythg i liked
wont think too much d
but jus hope omg wont suddenly brought his gf appear at my working place or queensbay any place or in my purview
i would collapse
hais .. sian sian sian and sian ..
Sunday, October 12, 2008
LOVE
Handwritten Funky Graphics for MySpace
Handwritten Funky Graphics for MySpace
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Handwritten Funky Graphics for MySpace
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Sad Love Quotes for MySpace, Friendster & Hi5
Saturday, October 11, 2008
失望|希望
我知道其实他对我有点失望吧
我看回以前的日记
他有告诉过我
他希望我们俩可以读同一间大学
只是当时的我真的很没用
我想读下去
但是我每一科都很不明白
我不知老师在教什么
也不明白我所温习的
我真的很笨
如果老师可以教明白点
我可以再聪明点
也许现在我们可以在同一所大学了
不过我现在还是很高兴
我所选择的科目是我喜欢的
可以读回我喜欢的科目，我很开心
我希望我可以像我姐姐一样
读到master/professional
我不会让以前看衰我的人再看扁我一次
也不会再让以前对我有期望的人失望了
振作！
我看回以前的日记
他有告诉过我
他希望我们俩可以读同一间大学
只是当时的我真的很没用
我想读下去
但是我每一科都很不明白
我不知老师在教什么
也不明白我所温习的
我真的很笨
如果老师可以教明白点
我可以再聪明点
也许现在我们可以在同一所大学了
不过我现在还是很高兴
我所选择的科目是我喜欢的
可以读回我喜欢的科目，我很开心
我希望我可以像我姐姐一样
读到master/professional
我不会让以前看衰我的人再看扁我一次
也不会再让以前对我有期望的人失望了
振作！
useless
我真的很没用
为什么我还要想他？
他有什么好？
我每天告诉我自己
我不爱他了
他不值得我爱他
每天都在胡思乱想
每天都梦到我们在一起的时候
当时我们是高兴的
我跟他在一起真的很舒服
但天为什么要拆散我们？
可是现在不能酱子想了。
应该说：我要忘了他！忘了猪～
为什么我还要想他？
他有什么好？
我每天告诉我自己
我不爱他了
他不值得我爱他
每天都在胡思乱想
每天都梦到我们在一起的时候
当时我们是高兴的
我跟他在一起真的很舒服
但天为什么要拆散我们？
可是现在不能酱子想了。
应该说：我要忘了他！忘了猪～
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