a sunny and a rainy day

The meaning of my title actuali not so realli related wif the weather
but abit related oso la .. ah haha ..
my heart jus same like the weather
my mood awhile good .. awhile bad
today at 8.10am morning, he sent a msg to me said that he at jetty d
i replied him,'ok, u crful ya, at Perlis mus rmb drink water, muacks, tatas..'
he oso replied wif a *kiss and tatas to me
i busy wif my preparation b4 went to tarc
while i was in the journey to tarc, in car,
i sms to him,'i will miss u and missing u, jy in ur exam'
he nvr replied me wif missing me but jus tq for my support on his exam
izit he was no missing me ? i duno
i was abit disappointed
i rushed into DKD hall
lecturer was shouting out the name who nid to attend for the make good test
luckily i was not the one
afternoon after class, i drove back home
i sms him again, ask him,'Reach d ?', he replied wif a 'ya'
then i started to think .. if we continue to tgt, HOW ?
i sms him to ask him so, he scared he will hurt me in future
and he said if he realli at local U like a gal, he promised to tell me
i suddenly felt weird, this was wad i wan ?
i tot NOPE ?
coz like this whr got promise ? ( although he promised me )
my future was scaring i will lose him in anytime ?
not he promise to wont ' fall in love ' to someone else ?
i felt i sweetly pity .. SIGHHHHhh .. !!
annoyance !!
y our relationship so COMPLICATED one ?
veri sian about it
wan continue tgt wif him ? but he like this
dunwan continue tgt wif him ? but i reluctant to leave him
HAISSSSS ... !