Wednesday, March 31, 2010

tired, tired and tired

this few days, i felt tired and tired
y i nid to so tired?
i realli dun understand
wanna cry more and more
i jus wan to find my bf at kl,
but y i nid to meet the accident? while on the way back to pg
then met the idiot uncle, the hotel room leaseholder is a stupid
*actualli wanna scold him bad word, but i dunwan to be too rude
NAN HING HOTEL!! Damn noob
then reached at nibong tebal, giap's father told us we had cheated by the stupid indians who repaired my car
we spent RM850
but giap's father told us he nvr chg anythg
damn it!

til today, i got my tamadun islam's result
i got a F in pernilaian 2
i felt damn sad
even i can gain back my marks in pernilaian 4
but i wont get better result d
i wanna raise my cgpa to higher
hais
FRIEND ..
wad fren izit
i realli feel veri sad
i had no mood to go out anymore
im the ONLY ONE nvr get tips
got tips i at least can pass my pernilaian 2

somemore my bf told me that kl ppl is damn realistic
fren will "use" fren
i realli dunwan like that
even in future im going to kl
but wad for to be fren?
jus becoz schwork? assignment?
i dunwan to be so cruel

hais .. y human nid to be like this? izit for life?
i feel my bf not such ppl
but i noe
to exist in this world, live in this world, survive in this world
we nid to sacrifice, immolate sth
but i realli dunwan to do so
even i noe other wont treat me good
but i unashamed
i wont take survive to be excused and break my conscience
wtf izit?