Friday, July 17, 2009

copied some nice phrases from someone's blog

pls dun mind ah xD

以前我們是多麼的讓人羨幕
現在卻是多麼的不堪......

也許我是無法保護她的,但是我還願意等,當她的避風港...

那晚是沒有星星的夜空,沒有話題能再補充...
只覺得太多的承諾從我的手子縫中溜走...
也不敢奢求甚麼....
當中回億只能把我們扣留...
在我們一瞬間親吻的時候...
一切就好像輪迴般朦胧......
回到過去,回到從前....
心动渐渐的失控....

當我闭上了眼睛.....
只是记得你的笑容...........
也有你以後幸福的从容......
那時灵魂以將我的心都掏空.......
我不要再去想那麼多.....
只管享受一分钟的感动......

是否爱上一个人就不應該问明天过后......
就只會牵着你的手...
一直走到最后...
那種時刻我再怎么也不想回头......

因為我愛她,根本不忍心背叛她....從那時候開始我就注定輸給她...

人家說追的時候當人家是寶,追到後當人家是草,但是我從來都沒有對她是草....

以前為了她東奔西跑,儘管多累都為她繼續跑下去,闖禍又幫她扛,謊話幫她圓謊,不滿意就為她改,但是現在不需要我了....一句話也沒有說

唉!我的心是玻璃,並不是米粉,米粉碎了還可以貼回去,但是玻璃可以嗎?
我跟她面對面,但是心的距離越來越遠.
那顆擁有我的心已經不存在了..
如果愛情像包袱那該多好,起碼最好的優點就是拿得起,放得下....

已經分開多時,但是能做的我都做了...
每天我都沒有理由可以在哭笑,只覺得就像在煎熬,
以前反復的擁抱,就好像天亮以後就看不到,
我並不知道誰會像我這樣讓你依靠....
也許是好,也許是不好....但是我想保護你
現在我只希望你會牢記我對你的好....
天亮以後,就再也牽不到你的手...
天亮以後,我會離開你的夢....
不敢說再見,也無法說出口!!!!!

有時我在想.
天亮以後,要留住你改用甚麼理由.....
結果天亮以後,留住的只是一份寂寞.....
別難過,所有的痛苦都有我默默承受........
也許你會更好....~~~

我以為我做得到 抱著你到天荒地老..
也覺得愛你可以讓我感到驕傲....
期待你的擁抱但是我知道,這樣的機會已經變得很渺小>< 最後又有誰會知道我是流著淚苦著笑... 也許分得夠狠,你才有藉口可以轉身..................... 到頭來誰會是我的另外50分? 沒有100分的人,只有50分的兩個人嘛!!!!唉.... 她整天叫我believe believe ,但是到頭來她就是喜歡騙我.......believe中間都有一個lie字,為甚麼我還是要去相信她呢?是不是相信她是件很愚蠢的事??? 人也累,心也累,愛也好,恨也好,我都不要再去想說她會為我而改變任何東西... 期待的是奇積,但是得到的確是在我心靈上加了幾道的痕跡 如果在此離開你會讓你覺醒,我願意離開你,不想看你墮落的樣子...... 但願你沒有我以後會保護自己,活得更開心... 不要為了她傷心,她只是我生命中的過客而已.... 每個人都很喜歡給別人追求的感覺...... 就像搶手的玫瑰,迷戀它就等於給它水..... 我是很清楚她是怎樣對待我,到現在我還依然歷歷在目她每一次欺騙我的情景......我知道這次的複合不會長久,爭吵越多,感情越淡.專家說得對,為甚麼 生氣的時候講話會越來越大聲,因為彼此的心有了距離,怕對方聽不到,所以就說話越來越大聲,可是這樣不是更反效果嗎?相反的如果兩個人是相愛的,彼此的心 連心,跟心愛的人說話總是細聲輕語....到了真真了解對方的時候,是真的不必問也都會知道答案,這就是心有靈犀..... 每個人都會說沒有一個人懂得自己,其實原因很簡單,是你自己不想給別人懂得你,把自己的心藏起來....不是嗎?我也是這樣覺得沒有人懂得我,因為我不想給比別人懂得我,因為還沒有值得我把心交出來....可能是被傷害過的原因..懂的把自己的心藏得更隱密了... 我陪她走了一段路........再這一段路上,我發現我與幾天前的她不同了.好想我不認識的一個女生,感覺非常奇怪.明明很靠近我,但是感覺卻好像隔了一片海...

不知道她又沒有覺得呢?

到底我該怎麼做才能合你的心意,世上最是難懂女人的心.....也許用傷害來結束,愛才更動人.....


~copied from
http://ricksonlkh.blogspot.com


thru his blog, can c he is a nice guy
but too clinging on a gal
maybe last time me 2
but i wont let others hurt me again
and wont sad again
hope so la .. x(

my belated bday story

that time i forgot to write down my birthday's memory
this yr is the most unforgettable "bAfdei" i had
every yr bday
i asked my mum to do the "vege" chicken chop for me
haha
coz outside vege chicken chop is veri expensive
somemore hard to hv the chance to eat
*maybe u all wondering y im vegetarian, i still wan to eat chicken chop
duno y, i jus feel it's special
i wont often eat that
jus long long time once
maybe it's not good for me
but it's seem like u all like to eat the fried chicken mia
fry and fast food is not good
somemore im vegetarian
canot think bout meat
hehe
maybe u all will say me find the reason to eat fake meat :P
but im right for myself
who cares other, how they think?
i nvr touch and eat the meat
no offence XDD

turn back here
ohmygoodness ..
gossip too far d :x

this yr bday
i celebrated wif a guy that same day, same month, same year
wif me
it's 29th June(1988)
we promised to celebrate tgt long long ago?
not so rmb
but last few mths jus contact back each other
and somemore he was having the 2 mths sem break
so he had back to pg for the last 2 mths
nice memory wif him

actuali i tot i wont celebrate wif him d
but cancer's kind: softhearted =x

coz got sth we argued
but actuali not so serious
jus some misunderstanding
after that we're fine

he fetched me on 28th June'09 at 2pm
coz i slpt late on 27th
tok wif my dear cousin sis
she gave me the surprise to celebrate wif me
she is damn sweet
"sigh .. i got another dish of gossip"
*after in tarc knew the new members of Y2M40
i felt i become a talkative gal, man
oh shit .. damn it ..
from the beginning of the baby time
my mum owaz praised me i "was" the only one between my siblings who owaz kip quiet
AND
slpt under the sewing machine
now the quiet baby oredi become past tense
my cousin was giving me the surprise on 26th
i went out wif frens
then reached home oredi late
when i turned to the door to lock the door
she suddenly pat on my shoulder
"surprise ~"
o.O"
y she was here?
i tot she still at PJ
i realli blur
now jus noe she was back to pg to celebrate wif me
i tot she was busying wif her Uni stuff
i damn touched actuali
jus blame on my expression
if i cried ah, maybe that's fake face
[ im poker-faced, jk x) ]
*ROFL
we planned to go to Sunset bistro
27th i had full day work
tired lo ~
coz that day too little ppl worked
so i couldn't take leave or worked morning shift
i had no way to choose
so jus can ask my cousin to wait me at home
but that day she was doing her assignment
so i nided to wait her
although i early reached at home after work
i rushed my time d
then we went out at around 12am
reached the bistro was around 12.30am-1am
cant rmb wad's the time =P
but we saw the place seem like pub
my cousin said that's not so suitable for me
maybe she dunwan me to adulterate
haha ;D
im pure
*jokexx .. dun throw banana skin on me ah
im an innocent person xD
changed the place to seawind

copied from "http://2.bp.blogspot.com" :P

izit the name? i forgot again
hais, old liao la *sure got someone that nod her/his head and yell to me say "YES"
i noe i old liao, i nvr deny wad :D
then the seawind's view is awfully nice
*sigh .. not came here wif a guy
[haiyo, joke again la, pls dun angry me, if u r jie evon :P]
but the place was quite dark
i wanted to hv some pic
but seem like canot
captured nth .. GRR ..
my cousin called her fren, KC came to become our "photographer" ;D
in fact, she was joking to him
but he's reali became our "photographer"
the time passed wif "lighten hardly for the candle(wind prob -.-), made a wish, blew the candles wif 2 bigs 1 small .. "i wanted him to take pic wif us
to hv some memory ma
but my cousin nvr say anythg, so jus let it lo
if i wan take pic for them oso weird ah
if jus KC and i, weird oso la
after finished the cake's time
it's time to let us crazy on the beach
we tok joke on the beach too
*speechless, no hv any romantic cell :DD
went home around 3am
woo .. lucky the door din locked

ok, back to 28th June
morning, i fetched my cousin to bus station

her bus arrived at 9
lucky we came up wif time
huuu ~ the bus omos gone
coz she did her assignment til late
pity her
*sayang oh
then she asked me to open her luggage to c got any clothes i like
most of them are jeans pant
i had many d
btw, thks her too
then i rest again until 1pm i woke up to prepare myself
2pm he came to fetch me to QB to shop around
around 4pm+
we went to Bukit Jambul Complex to bowl
wow .. i jus noe i damn noob
all 0 point
veri shame
next lane a primary sch gal oso got "strike"
he helped me to get some point
if not, i sure had 0 point til the end of the game :X
finally i had my 1st strike on duno which number of the games
he said i hv talent
i felt he is perfunctory :P
nvm, at least i had some points

after that, we rushed back home
omg ..
it's around 6
scared not enuf time to prepare to steamboat
he likes to .. emm .. dressing himself
for a guy, i duno how to explain bout them to trick up themselves
hehe
so he still dropped down me at home
AND rushed back to his home to prepare
he said i wore so cincai
izit? coz we went to dinner at "jin huo guo" masteamboat place sure hv "steam"
sure steam til we smelly one
somemore so hot
so i cincai wear lo
a singlet and a short pants xD
we "played" happily
can say is play la
coz my classmates all like to play around
the aim for this steamboat dinner duno is play or eat
yaya, i found someone damn "gou li"
damn terrible lo him
ate 9th round
he not eat little only
but was realli a plate that full wif food and dishes
~~finished wif full of joy and happiness~~
fetched joe back to "huo guo zhi jia" therepaiseh ah
i forgot to tell her that we changed the place to "jin huo guo"
actuali the place not called "jin huo guo"
we got "tail say tail, got head say head"
*ROFL
it's actuali named "gan4 huo guo"
nvm la, other ppl understand is alright :D
then fetched a chew back to his hostel
went back home after 1am d, i think
i forgot again :P

the next day
morning still got class
although im "shou xing po"
but i still nid to attend the class for sure xD
i was late againlate queen lo me
at the lecture hall
i saw my classmates kip pass around a paper and wrote sth on it
i realli suspected of wad they did
walked to canteen
i saw 7giap and CJ went out from guard hse
"yee .."
they skipped class??
y so early went out d
reached at canteen
i bought the malay rice
wow, duno y that day i ate alot
=.= omg
i saw they bought 2 cakes
izit for me??
ya, that was
i veri full liao wor
*joe scolded me, who asked me to eat so much
then they all found the matches to lighten the candles
i noe i old liao la ..
the 2nd cakes that "displayed" the age of me T___T
my classmates all sang the bday song to me
somemore got english and chinese version
*touching
i made a wish again( i think i no nid to remain one wish, one cake=one wish XD )
then blew the candles once again
walao
they asked me to bite up the candle from the cake
somemore bad louis helped me to push the candle until the btm of the cake
damn deep, man
my honey stella pity me
she helped me to pull up abit
muacks her
then i faster bite up lo
wow, lucky
nth happen
but coz they had 2 cakes
so baka chun tao asked me to bite up another one
omg, WTF
tot i "crossed" the "dangerous stage"
2nd time i was not so lucky liao
i tio push on the cake
i was CAKE-D
my face fulled wif cream

"yiak.."
they kip wan capture my CAKE-D face
stella helped me to block them again :D
abo damn sia sui liao
at canteen leh
damn many eyes looking at me
T____T
woo .. woo .. woo
all bullied me
after the incident, i looked back to the pic
i saw many hands on my head
i got many enemies izit -.-
all wanted to push me on the cake
especially "the skin" = xiao pi was laughing beside me :x
*kolian
after that, they told me is YeeQi pushed
then the "michelle"= michael helped me to distribute the cakes to frens
ah seng and a chew went to listen the lecture
so ah seng was late and a chew duno about the celebration(regrettable)


he came to fetch me at 7.30pm
then fetched joe at 7.45pm
reached Qb still early
but actuali not
coz his fren reached earlier than us
saw got another 3 guys
i felt embarrass
hehe
we went into T.G.I. FRIDAY
so i kip tok wif joe to letdown the feeling
he intro me some dishes
and helped me to order
he helped me to intro joe and i too
*shy
then he asked his frens to intro themselves
*realli nice to meet them
the most handsome guy i felt he got "wu zhun" 's style
lol
*maybe i was wrong
(after he told his fren, he was happy, coz im the only one who said so :D)
"wow.. my dishes are nice"
delicious~
then we saw other tables
there was many ppl celebrating their bday on that day too
but we saw was the ppl standing on the chair and singing
wow, shit
we worried the "precious chance" turn to us
i not dare to sing
so i asked him to sing xD
damn bad me
he sang "yue liang dai biao wo de xin"
*clapped
for me, jus speech
but even jus gv the speech i nervous too
finally finished, then made a wish again and again .. and he blew the candles for his parts
and the rest i blew off
then we cut the cake tgt
we jus realised the cake was prepared by his frens
sweet wor~ this is the 3rd cakes for me for my bday
that time he lie to us that he went to outside toilet off Friday to find the toilet
walked til veri far
no wonder the cake was veri big
he distributed a piece of cake that wif a yellow flower to me
his fren asked him to eat the cake wif pink flower
now i still duno wad was the reason they asked so
then we had some photographing time
nice memory there too
went back home after dropped down joe at her hse
we greeted to each other wif "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
he joked to me that, he was 1st time to tell another one "Happy Birthday" on his bday
ya, i was the same XD
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" TO US ~

i posted up my bday story
is i wan to rmb this bday for 4eva
i wont 4get it ^^

Thursday, July 16, 2009

ytd and tdy TOO FREE!!



my 1st converse shoes >< u noe wad? the shoes are kid's shoes omg WTF i bought Converse Kid shoes
xDD
size 3 only x_x
i 1st time wear the size so small
most of the time, i wore size 5
Vincci & others : size 5
Nose : size 4

this converse shoes are nice and cute
i wanted to buy Pink one
but no stock ad
so sad
even called to other branch, oso cant find it
nvm, this blue one oso nice lo
at least mine is special one >_< btw, joe told me that got she accompany me to shop i sure will buy anythg at least one bag xDD she is the REASON of me become a shopaholic *canot blame her :DD JOKExx :P


went to QB ytd
the guy in pic is Nicholas Teo
the signature + mini concert like that
but the time i went there
there is no more singing part
jus left the photographing and signature time
*sad
YD gave me aeroplane
and Joe so late jus reached
damn bad
made me shop alone
doing nth at QB -.-"
but at least i done my thg--> success to get the digi campus plan
the sales advisor helped me to ask Gurney digi center
so finally there have the plan i nid
Yeah! Finally i bought the new number by today on 16th July
=D
014-944xxxx
so many 4 on the number
like have some unlucky sign >.< nvm im not so believe on that thg ~.~ but finally, after went to gurney drive having our dinner wif Joe lo of coz that "xxxxxd" :PP Joke again dun scold me pls on the way home i sms her that i was so kind to give the way to other car let them kip "potong" me coz i was not so rush jus let them lo maybe too excited d :x

p/s: finally oso sicked
sore throat + flu + heavy head x(

古灵精怪的 me

".. :P"
".. same face wif my dog dog .. :D "
".. love my dog dog"
"WAD??!! catch u .."
" .. smile x) "
" short short de me, i nvr deny x] .. "
" .. omg !! .. "
" .. *blow .. "
" .. donut ring xP "
" blekk .. "
" .. bao bao bin .. :P "
" .. *stare blankly xD "
" .. GRRrr .. "
" *smile "
" .. long long hair >< "

hehe .. played around xDD

my classmates xD

== this is my comp lab ==
== duno wad were they discussing :] looked so excited ==
== duno wad thg so interesting made michael acted like this >< == == when i wan capture "her" pic, she was not allowed me to do so x( ==



curi-curi ambik pic mia :DD
*apologized sin :P

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

cancers` gal

温暖的个性

很容易赢得友谊的缘故

当彼此真的成为朋友之后,就是你一会儿陪她高兴,一会儿陪她伤心的日子了

她们善解人意的可爱

有时又气她们敏感、情绪化的莫名其妙

温和又体贴的巨蟹座女子,很容易给人「恋爱」的感觉

通常会给男人一种「如果失去你的爱,我的人生便毫无意义」的信心

如果你只是个把恋爱当游戏的人,请千万不要去招惹她

第一,这对一个真情真意的巨蟹女子来说真是太残了,巨蟹座的女人是玩真的

感情绝不是她们轻易亵渎的东西

如果她爱上你,想要摆脱她可没有这么容易

她的缠斗精神会让你非常惊讶

致命的吸引力

她的温柔体贴,以及全心全意的爱会让你感动的不得了

很少有女人会让你觉得自己是那么的重要

她的情绪化也很可能弄得你几乎疯掉

她非常没有安全感,敏感而且容易受伤

常常你的一句无心之言,就会弄得她泪流满面

或者生气不正常的时侯都如温暖的太阳一样可爱

但是闹起情绪的时侯,一种是带雨梨花型,另一种就是定时炸弹型

让她心情阴晴不定的原因有千百种

可能是因为她忽然觉得你好久不曾拥抱她了

可能是你刚才对她女朋友说话的语气太温柔了

可能是你刚才开玩笑,说她新烫的头发像鸟窝

不要随便批评,或是揶揄你那蟹座的小女人

她几乎脆弱的经不起一丝丝爱人对她的挑剔

她最大的隐忧,就是她始终在担心,担心自己是不是够好

担心你是不是不再爱她了

她经常需要你的证实

最简单的方法就是直接告诉她吧

把你真实的感受让她知道,她是真心爱你的

她会知道应该适度的修正自己

千万不要一昧的息事宁人,你会把她宠坏的蟹座女子有个奇怪的特性

那就是如果你不告诉她「够了」,她就会不断的尝试

看你能够容忍她到什么地步

似乎很难明白什么叫「适可而止」

到最后她的情绪化会到了自己都无法控制的地步

当然,你也终究会忍无可忍的

当巨蟹座的女子感情出了问题后,她们采取的行动也会让你大为警讶

在伤心难过之余,蟹座的女子很可能会去告诉丈夫的新欢

应该做什么菜才合他的口味

她可能会从洗衣店把他洗好的西装送到「他们」的住处

她更可能用私房钱帮他付信用卡的帐单

她需要你宠她,她也相对的宠你

对蟹座女子来说,宠坏一个男人似乎是占有他的最好办法

即使你今天离开了她,等你想清楚了,迟早还是会回到她身边的

因为没人会像她那样爱你了 所以,你应该明白

你必须学习用适当的方法爱她

如果你懂得相处之道,她会是个不可多得的妻子

你可以一生享受爱情的甜蜜,她会为你们的家一无保留的付出

巨蟹座的女性还有一个特点

那就是平时她虽然一副脆弱、情绪化

一副没有你就活不下去的样子,但是真的当你们遭遇到现实中的问题

连你都绝望助的时侯,她会变成一个坚强又有韧性的女人

你可以像孩子投进母亲怀抱一样的去依赖她

她会细心的医疗你的伤口,坚强的陪你共度难关

多数巨蟹座的女子都很有金钱观念,懂得量入为出的道理

(除非她有一个挥霍的月座或上升星座)

通常她只会在心情沮丧(觉得你不爱他)的时侯

才会乱花钱来平抚内心不安的情绪

为了你的荷包着想,常常给她「爱的感觉」才是明智之举

请用一种成熟而且负责的态度去爱她!

不要在宠坏她之后,再责怪她!

真心的爱一只蟹子你会得到丰富无比的回馈

went to gurney; meet him the last

half way to gurney, ah joe kip wan to capture me ..
then pei-he pei-he her
captured pic wif her lo XD

went to S+J, Gurney to ask the staff helped me wrap the present
a Pierre Cardin's wallet
the present for him >< ate at Gurney drive wif classmates *full coz jusnow watched the movie "ice age3" damn hungry la kip sounded "Guuuuu luuuu .. guuuuuuu luuuuuuuuuuuu .." damn irritating after fetched kean hooi and joe backed to their home i rushed to his hse to gv him the last present met him the last time d went there thru the hill near paya terubong and bkt jambul -.-" actuali i was not veri noe how to go thru there but agak-agak la luckily i reached there safely oh my goodness duno how to go and luan-luan rushed dangerous ~ reached his hse there duno wad to do sms-ed him izit he busying sth?? waited til tired i chose to put the present at his hse gate and hide somewhr near his hse he came out, saw no hv me then jus phoned me i jus came out from the dark x] he din realise i put the present near his hse gate jus asked me izit i got sth wanna tok to him i said nth .. >< coz i realli nth to say b4 he gone, he gave me the last hug and said good bye he turned to his hse, i wanna cry but i din he sms-ed me, y i gave him the present the present is the last present and oso is his b`day present this is wad i can do nth but he mus appreciate but unfortunately he wont use the wallet bcoz he said it's too big for him sadd x( nvm he said maybe will hv chance when he is working in future hope so *clap for myself that i din cry maybe it's time to let me drop down everythg good bye ~

ma` song lyrics

Utada Hikaru ♡ Come back to me

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could Photoshop all
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

--Start Chorus--

Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby, come back to me
(Come back)
Boy, you're (one in a million)
(Come back)

Baby, come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby, come back to me
(Come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

--End Chorus--

Lower east-side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now
I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change that (Come back)

**Chorus**

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe,
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby, take it easy on me

(Baby... take it easy on me)

Baby, come back to me
Baby, come back to me
(Come back)

**Chorus x2**

La-La, La Laaa
La La, La-La La Laaa
La La, La-La La Laaa
La, La, Laaa *fade*


Utada Hikaru ♡ Prisoner of Love

I'm a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I'm just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

Heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
Waratte iyake ga sashite
Raku bakari shiyou to shite ita

Naimononedari BURU-SU
Mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
Michitariteru noni ubaiau
Ai no kage wo otte iru

Taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
Anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I'm a prisoner of love

Yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
Arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou

I'm gonna tell you the truth
Hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
Watashi wo ouen shite kureru
Anata dake wo tomo to yobu

Tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita
Anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
Jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don't you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni

Zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
Yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
Ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
Kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

I'm a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I'm just a prisoner of love
I'm a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Hitori ni sasenai


Utada Hikaru ♡ Eternally

Me no mae ni iru kimi ga sukoshi kagayaki
Mawari ga mienai
Watashitachi wa doko ni iru no
Zawameki hajimeta haikei no naka ni
Mada kienaide ne
Mou nan ni mo kikoenai
But I can feel you breathe
Odoroku hodo kimagure na tenkai ni sukoshi dake
Watashi rashikunai kitai wo oh oh shiteru
I wanna be here eternally
Kono mama mitsumeatte itai
I can feel you close to me
Itsumademo soba ni wa irarenai
Kono shunkan dake wa zutto eien ni
Tatakai ni dekakeru mae no hitoyasumi
Anata to sugoshitai
Yakusoku wa kondo aeta toki ni
Can you feel me breathe
Odoroku hodo dewa nai tenkai ni mo
Kandou shichau toki ga dare ni datte oh oh aru
I wanna be here eternally
Dare ni mo mitsukaranai tokoro ni
I can see you are all I need
Ashita made tasuke wa iranai
Kono shunkan sae mo kitto just a fantasy
I can feel you close to me
Ano basho ni kaerenaku nattemo
Ima no kimochi dake wa zutto eien
I wanna be here eternally
Come on give it to me
I can see you are all I need
Kono shunkan dake wa eien ni



Arashi ♡ Wish

Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara
Hitobito wa yorisoiau
Kagayaki no naka e boku wa kimi wo kitto
Tsurete itte miseru yo

Koi wa todokanai toki wo keiken suru uchi ni
Tsuyoku natte yuku mono da ne setsunai mune sae

Kimi ni niai no otoko ni naru made kono boku ni
Furimuite wa kurenai mitai tekibishii kimi sa

Sugiteku kisetsu wo utsukushii to omoeru konogoro
Kimi ga soko ni iru kara da to shitta no sa
Ima koso tsutaeyou

Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara
Hitobito wa yorisoiau
Kagayaki no naka e boku wa kimi wo kitto
Tsurete itte miseru yo

Yasashii otoko ni narou to kokoromite mita keredo
Kimi wa sonna boku ja marude monotarinain da ne

Kaze atari tsuyoi sakamichi mo nobotte ikeba ii
Futari de ikite yukeru nara boku ga kimi wo mamoru
Chikaou

Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara
Hitobito wa hohoemiau
Kane no ne hibiku toki boku wa kimi wo kitto
Tsuyoku dakishimete iru

Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara
Hitobito wa ai wo kataru
Kagayaki no naka e boku wa kimi wo kitto
Tsurete itte miseru yo

Kimi wo ai shitsuzukeru

Arashi ♡ One Love

tsutae takute tsutawara nakute
toki ni wa sunao ni nare zuni
naita kisetsu wo koeta bokuru wa
ima totemo kagayaiteru yo

sore zore egaku shiawase no katachi wa
kasanari ima ohkina ai ni naru
zutto futari de iketi yukou

hyaku nen saki mo ai wo chikau yo
kimi wa buko no subete sa
shinjiteru ta da shinjiteru
onaji toki wo kizamu hito e

donna kimi wo donna boku de mo
Hitotsu hitotsu ga itoshii
Kimi ga ireba nani mo iranai
Kitto shiawase ni suru kara

Ame no naka de kimi wo matteta
Yasashisa no imi sae shirazu
Surechigai ni kizutsuita yoru
Sore demo koko made kitan da
Kakegae no nai deai wa
Kiseki wo tsunaide iku
Omoide kasanariau
Hajimari no uta narihibiite

Donna toki mo sasaete kureta
Warai naita nakama e
Kokoro komete tada hitotsu dake
Okuru kotoba wa "arigatou"

Hyakunen saki mo ai wo chikau yo
Kimi wa boku no subete sa
Aishiteiru tada aishiteiru
Onaji asu yakusoku shiyou

Sekaijuu ni tada hitori dake
Boku wa kimi wo eranda
Kimi to ireba donna mirai mo
Zutto kagayaiteru kara

La la la ~


Linkin Park ♡ Leave Out All The Rest


I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

some-1 say me desperateness

am i ??
for the sake of my likin`
isn`t worth while ?
hmm ..
maybe
but instead of my compunction
i mus express my sentiment, isn`t ?

maybe it's too over
but rather than being silent
and repent for always

dun u think so ?

suicide ?!


love made me couldn't breath .. *tears dropp

the song i sang Eternally

it made me criedx

this song has a feeling of sick
deplorably x.x
ytd threaten him to let me send-off him on Thurs, 9th July
if not today i wont go out wif him for having our dinner
finally, i gv up
too softhearted *hate myself
we went out too
he fetched me at 7.40pm
he is hidin` somewhr coz i not yet prepared myself
sms-ed him
meant to be ready
brought me to "Lily's"
ate 福建面,云吞面,炒粥
おいしい
suddenly rain heavily
we took the umbrella tgt
he hugged me
felt warm
but still wet absolutely
passed by the aquarium+pet shop
went in for a visit
but the guard laughed us;
coz 15min more to close
but paid the 1 buck
jus lookaround
"wow.."
my noisy sound
lols .
many kind of fishes .. damn pretty *sigh :P
coz im not as pretty as em` +joke
finally
happy hour is the shortest
leaved .
it was 9.30pm
door closed
we jus made the round of
drove blindly (/.\)
eventually reached around my hse
but coz of the heavy rain
made the road floatin` wif water
he planned to stop aside
in his car
he asked me;
"r u really wan to go to airport on that day?"
"..."
repeated .
slowly "ya..y? can`t, isn`t?"
"we jus fren only.."
"..."
"fetch u back home, k?"
"...k"
fly thru my mind
i got think wanna ask him to drop down me aside
i jus run back to my hse
but so late and dark;
later been kidnapped :x
k, fine
after he left my hse,
i stood under the rain for awhile
the rain and tears mix up
cant be differentiated

tears dropp *
dun worry,
i wont suicide
nvr and ever
for my parents x family x jie evon x best buddies

Monday, July 6, 2009

eternally

this lyric is perfectly suit me x_x

ETERNALLY

Right before me, you glimmer slightly I can't see anything else
Where are we ?

Don't disappear into the background beginning to stir
with commotion just yet, I can't hear anything anymore.
But I can feel you breathe
A little unlike myself I'm expecting something
from a surprisingly coincidental development.

I wanna be here eternally
I want to gaze at you just like this
I can feel you close to me
I can't be by your side forever
Only this moment will last forever.

I want to be with you on my break before I go to war.
We'll leave the promise until next we meet.
Can you hear me breathe?
Everyone has times when they are moved by not so surprising
developments.
I wanna be here eternally

In a place no one will find us
I can see you're all I need
I don't need help getting to tomorrow
even this moment is surely just a fantasy
I can feel you close to me
Even if we can't go back to that place,
At least this feeling will last forever

I wanna be here eternally
I can see you are all I need
Only this moment will last forever.

Me no mae ni iru kimi ga sukoshi kagayaki
Mawari ga mienai
Watashitachi wa doko ni iru no
Zawameki hajimeta haikei no naka ni
Mada kienaide ne
Mou nan ni mo kikoenai
But I can feel you breathe
Odoroku hodo kimagure na tenkai ni sukoshi dake
Watashi rashikunai kitai wo oh oh shiteru
I wanna be here eternally
Kono mama mitsumeatte itai
I can feel you close to me
Itsumademo soba ni wa irarenai
Kono shunkan dake wa zutto eien ni
Tatakai ni dekakeru mae no hitoyasumi
Anata to sugoshitai
Yakusoku wa kondo aeta toki ni
Can you feel me breathe
Odoroku hodo dewa nai tenkai ni mo
Kandou shichau toki ga dare ni datte oh oh aru
I wanna be here eternally
Dare ni mo mitsukaranai tokoro ni
I can see you are all I need
Ashita made tasuke wa iranai
Kono shunkan sae mo kitto just a fantasy
I can feel you close to me
Ano basho ni kaerenaku nattemo
Ima no kimochi dake wa zutto eien
I wanna be here eternally
Come on give it to me
I can see you are all I need
Kono shunkan dake wa eien ni


This is the 3rd song in my playlist
it's a nice song
RECOMMENDED ~ x]

love is hard but not suffer


is it the true?
awesome;
suddenly fly thru my mind

although i got think b4
love is realli made me tired, suffer
but i realli enjoyed it

it made me happy;
sad;
emo;
laughing;
talkative;
joking;
spend time to it;
...

if i say love is suffer-ing me;
tire-ing me;
isn't that bad?
the love is no more love
jus a burden


that's y
x.x
i called it as LOVE

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my boyfriend"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
searched by miko
from google
inside wikipedia
on 7th July
at 2:32am
when im decide-ing to read my computer network
xD

Love is an extremely powerful emotion;
it can be irresistible and people are often bound to pursue their love interests
Love is a major theme in literature, poetry, and film

Last but not least U_U
love someone is not easy but oso not uneasy to everyone
it's such a natural WORD and LIFE
without it
this world is not as beautiful as u see
Beautiful world = LOVE

mother's day for this year 10th May




now jus update, haha
sorry luh ~
love my mum, my family
MUAxXxxXXx .....

continue for my 21st bday ^^















at 淦火锅 ~
















at T.G.I Friday
at 淦火锅 wif a joe ~
at 淦火锅 wif classmates ~

at canteen, tarc wif classmates .. u can c the XIAO PI sui bin is laughing me >_<
still at T.G.I Friday, QB wif Kenzo, Joe and his classmates