tired, tired and tired

this few days, i felt tired and tired

y i nid to so tired?

i realli dun understand

wanna cry more and more

i jus wan to find my bf at kl,

but y i nid to meet the accident? while on the way back to pg

then met the idiot uncle, the hotel room leaseholder is a stupid

*actualli wanna scold him bad word, but i dunwan to be too rude

NAN HING HOTEL!! Damn noob

then reached at nibong tebal, giap's father told us we had cheated by the stupid indians who repaired my car

we spent RM850

but giap's father told us he nvr chg anythg

damn it!

til today, i got my tamadun islam's result

i got a F in pernilaian 2

i felt damn sad

even i can gain back my marks in pernilaian 4

but i wont get better result d

i wanna raise my cgpa to higher

hais

FRIEND ..

wad fren izit

i realli feel veri sad

i had no mood to go out anymore

im the ONLY ONE nvr get tips

got tips i at least can pass my pernilaian 2

somemore my bf told me that kl ppl is damn realistic

fren will "use" fren

i realli dunwan like that

even in future im going to kl

but wad for to be fren?

jus becoz schwork? assignment?

i dunwan to be so cruel

hais .. y human nid to be like this? izit for life?

i feel my bf not such ppl

but i noe

to exist in this world, live in this world, survive in this world

we nid to sacrifice, immolate sth

but i realli dunwan to do so

even i noe other wont treat me good

but i unashamed

i wont take survive to be excused and break my conscience

wtf izit?